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The (Not So) Natural Birth Story

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Welcome to the Share Your Story event: Childbirth – Your Stories

This post was written as part of the Share Your Story event hosted by Kids in the House. Our contributors have shared their stories, struggles, and wisdom about the unforgettable yet unpredictable event that is childbirth.

The (Not So) Natural Birth Story was written as part of the Share Your Story event hosted by Kids in the House.

The first time I heard of HELLP Syndrome was the day my beautiful son, G, was born.

I just remember everything happening too quickly.

One second I’m telling my co-workers I will be back in an hour and am walking into my 36-week appointment for my routine check up.

The next minute I’m on the high risk pregnancy floor.

I remember the doctor on call coming in and saying, “HELLP syndrome” and “emergency C-section”.

Before I knew it I was being wheeled into the pre-op area, I overheard discussion about possibly putting me under, something about bleeding out.

Wait what?

Then there was the operating room,

The epideral was administered.

Shortly after that I heard my husband announce, ‘It’s a boy!’ (yes, we were one of the crazy few who waited to find out!)

I could hear myself sobbing through the fogginess of the epideral.

I always wanted a boy.

My birth story, to say the least, was not what I expected.

HELLP syndrome is a life-threatening pregnancy complication, which is considered to be a variant of preeclampsia. Your body starts breaking down your red blood cells, your liver enzymes are elevated and you have a low platelet count. Essentially, your body starts rejecting the baby and the only known cure at this time to prevent further destruction to the body and death is immediate removal of the baby.

It can be difficult to diagnose because it’s symptoms are sometimes mistaken for other ailments such as the flu, gastritis, or gall bladder disease.

I tackled pregnancy like I did everything else in my life…I wanted to be as prepared as possible.

I read several books and took all the classes.

I ate the right foods and continued to exercise.

Towards the end of my pregnancy, I just remember feeling really, really lousy – but who doesn’t feel lousy at the end?

My feet were so swollen I had to wear sandals during the winter, my blood pressure continued to climb with each weekly appointment and I remember sporadic headaches and upper back pain.

It wasn’t until my 36-week appointment that protein started spilling into my urine, and I was immediately sent to the high risk floor at the hospital where I was supposed to deliver my baby in a month.

Following the c-seciton, I received platelets and had to be on a drug called Magnesium to prevent seizures.

I just remember feeling like I was on fire.

Then a nurse woke me up one morning for an early feeding, hovering over me, she told me that they needed to start supplementing because G was losing too much weight and my milk hadn’t come in yet.

I broke down and sobbed.

As much as I thought I had ‘prepared’ for G’s arrival, I was totally unprepared.

I felt like such a failure.

The reality is no book or class could have ever prepared me for my birth story and how much motherhood would change and mold me to become a better version of myself.

I’ve learned there is no such thing as a perfect story, but that’s parenthood.

I’ve learned that I’m a fighter and I am so much stronger than I realized.

I’ve learned that the relationships we have in this world are truly the most invaluable things.

I’ve learned to let things go and become totally selfless.

I continue to learn every day from my precious son, G, who came into this world in a way I didn’t think possible, but a way that’s made me a better mom.

A stronger mom.

A grateful mom.

A loving mom.

Whatever your story is, embrace it, and know that it’s making you into the mom you are supposed to be for your kids.

Please be sure to read the submissions by the other Share Your Story contributors, and visit Kids in the House to find out how you can participate in our next Share Your Story Blogger Event!

  • Two Peas in a Pod: A Double Miracle – Rachael at Three Boys and Mom shares how the blessing of an unexpected twin pregnancy saved a woman’s life.
  • Childbirth: the Ache of Love – Sasha at MomLife Now describes how one mom discovered a miraculous beauty she new not existed.
  • Tax Day 2007 – Cheryl at The Pump Station & Nursery looks back on how an easy pregnancy turned out to be a taxing birth experience.
  • Going with the Flow – Bridget at Bridget Bertrand shares how her OB helped to put her on the right course in regards to birth plans, the playlist, and even the recipe to make the day her daughter came into the world.
  • My Not-So Natural Birth Story – Rachel at Mommy Greenest shares a lot of questions with questions with pregnant and new parents through her work, but this time describes what it was like for her, giving birth for the first time – but definitely not the last – time.
  • The (Not So) Perfect Birth Story – Britt at My Life and Kids reflects on how a mom’s life-threatening delivery helped mold her into the mother she was meant to be.
  • Giving Birth: When the Unexpected Happens – Elle at This is Mommyhood shares advice for when your baby has an unexpected stay in the NICU.
  • A New Look at the “Perfect” Birth Story – Melissa at Fill My Cup shares how a crazy delivery gave one mom a new perspective on the ‘perfect birth.’
  • Induction Induced Feelings of LossThe Orange Rhino shares how a planned induction brought unplanned feelings of jealousy, sadness, disappointment and loss.
  • Our Beautiful Birth Story – Lindsay at The Fully Caffeinated Mama reflects on how it wasn’t the feeling of intense pain caused by the epidural wearing off that she remembers, but rather the beautiful baby on her chest for the first time.
  • Jack’s Arrival – Samantha at The Peanuts Gang thought she would have a scheduled c-section, but it turned out that having Jack was QUICK and sooner than expected!
  • Remembering to Breathe – Suzy at Kids in the House explains how with little fanfare, the completely wrong music, and a very distracted doctor, her son Leo was born.


  1. Becky

    August 11, 2014 at 5:12 pm

    What a beautiful story. I know it isn’t what you had planned but it was your little guys way of entering the world. We had a similar surprise (8 weeks early!) and I look back on the whole experience so fondly…but hope our next birth (coming up!) will go a little more like our birth plan. Thanks for sharing!

  2. The Orange Rhino

    August 11, 2014 at 7:32 pm

    Wow. In tears for two reasons – one how scary for you all and two how beautifully you shared the take aways. I am so glad that everyone is healthy.

  3. Rachael Boley

    August 11, 2014 at 11:43 pm

    Beautiful story! So scary but I love that it had a happy ending and valuable lessons. Motherhood is full of them huh!? ☺

  4. Britt Nielsen

    August 26, 2014 at 7:18 pm

    Amen to that! Motherhood is FULL of them! Thanks so much for reading!

  5. Britt Nielsen

    August 26, 2014 at 7:19 pm

    Thanks so much for taking the time to read my story – your kind words mean so much to me!

  6. Britt Nielsen

    August 26, 2014 at 7:20 pm

    WOW – 8 weeks early! I’m so glad everything is ok and thanks for sharing your experience! And thank you so much for reading!!

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